Life upside down..

A recent accident has like inaugurated a whole new store for me..i get into trouble even more often now..its actually so easier for things to fall out of place all the time..like hurt my head.messed with family, today doing nothing burned my hand, spilled things,broke glass, lost so many things, lost my temper so many times.n on n on..

look at me!!...

i knw i will be fine thgs will be fine..i knw all tell me not to worry..its just a phase of time will pass..i know this all..i m just wondering.. why???

i just think stars are not with me at the moment...either they have lost the route or its me..

m behaving different.n ya i dont mind it..

Wire V/S Rod..!!duh..!

So back to a weird discussion amogst a few people..m the victim as usual..

I was wearing a small red bangle one fine day.A girl said hey i like your bangle.Like always compliments are always welcomed.i smiled back and said Thanku dear..but then as a habit now all want to take a closer look by taking it in their hand..ok fine..m in no mood to talk too much so i kept quiet and gave the bangle to them to ponder a little more over this timid soul.

In order to go ahead i should explain a little more about this bangle.Its a small metal ring over which a thread is wound..simple..

Now the girls have somthg to talk about engineering..

Somebody asks:Is this a plastic wire inside right?i said no its metallic..but then second somebody said hey dont be stupid its not a wire its a rod..

okey..i m confused..!what did u say??

now she explains:"a rod is a wire only when its diameter is smaller than its length..n its a rod when its not"...

n to this dare not to argue or question...

but m still confused.!!!

So my days repeats as usual

More i run away from troubles,more m pushed in troubles..

Anyway what i want to write about is being responsible..n see who is taking abt it..me..yes because i know i have never been responsible about anything...family,food,house,love,life,frds,studies,job nothing at all..yes one thg i hold good is nothing..

I kind of make mistakes not to learn from because by the time you realise I'm soo screwed that I hardly get a second chance to be cautious..not my fault..i m innocent..really ..

you dont trust me??

i know u dont....

Why wait??

Well it's been a long time waiting for life to find it's right way..waiting is never happy..you are anxious all the time.It's like a parallel world of imagination running with you...

But am wondering why am i waiting.why not just break free and run away and get things on right path..??won't that be the perfect thing to do/??Ya there are a few hurdles and a few are really huge but then if you are walking on a smooth road its definitely the wrong one.!

The problem is decision is not entirely on me otherwise you know i would have picked the craziest thing, if required, and got my life the way i want it to be,,..!But frankly i hate the word "Wait"..

lost my patience..
:(
Let me Free..!

7 May 2009

She quietly escaped her mom's eyes and got out of her house just before it got dark.She had no vehicle as her sister was out for coaching.She had to walk so much that day.She purchased a simple cake and left it at his house as a gift.Came back and called me..To hear her cry was so tough and then to stay calm and talk the right thing.I asked her to come to my house next day.

Next day she came..her eyes were swollen..she was looking tired.she had so much on her mind ,so much to say...i was confused how to get started.I am not very good at talking things..I had my own life all messed up and ready to crash at that moment and then to give her advice...But she was different,he was different.!We went to my terrace to get solitude from rest of friends.I still remember everything- her face, the sun, the drops of tear in her eyes and the strength in her thought.All I could manage was to comfort her a little but not much of help.But then things had to change for the best.

All was once upon a time story and today she got married to her school days love ,to the person who never left her think of the other side of the coin..
They holded on to see the beginning of their new life together.And yes this is the day...

Cheers to you both!
Love you guys.!

The best part of rains is the rain itself..!

 

So it’s finally raining in B'lore...n its raining big...Lovely weather, all time windy and a little chilly...

 

Thinking about rains if remember so much related to my college life. I remember the day we got our final project printed it was raining really hard. Instead of waiting for rain to stop like the guys in my group did, me n praneeta waved them back in rain. We drove so much in rain that by the time we returned my home, we felt like water fountains...we had so much water soaked n poor pran,had to go kms back home...

 

Then I remember bunking class n driving to Sun temple...Somebody in group, probably maansi almost skidded in mud that day...We met a squirrel that day that had a special affection towards neha (They behaved like lost lovers)...

 

Then the hot coffee, our all time ,mocha at CCD...all drenched in rain we sat there sipping hot coffee for almost 5 hours...

 

Then I remember this guy from college, was used to stand in rain just to make it a point to talk...

 

Then bunny wanting to stand in rain outside .And when let out would stand like a small kid with his eyes struggling to open, somehow opening them half n looking at me all happy...then to get him back in ,I had to pick him up n bring inside..

 

Then Annie won’t go out because she hates dirt n mud on streets...

 

Me n dyna playing on terrace in rains...ah we both loved it.!

 

Most memorable is me di n dad on terrace whenever it rained...ahhh...di would be looking for shade n me n dad enjoying getting wet in rain...though ma never joined us but even she loved this trade..

 

N holi ki barish...uff...no comparison...me n my gang of friends getting wet in rain after holi...once me n rani were acting brave to get Rani's brother n his friends in color, but the output was as soon as they saw us we were caught, pick on shoulder n throw in colony's park fountain..

 

So much to say today....

So much with rains…

 

Can u believe this??

This is a long time back story...

Every morning I get late for office hurry through the chores and rush to office.But its different today.i am up before time..

So its early at 7 o'clock bright winter morning.I am all fresh after a sound sleep and lovely morning..I am wearing my favorite jeans and my hairs are wet.I wrapped a stole around me while walking down the lane to catch an Auto.On my way am listening to my favorite music on loudest of volume and its for a change, m in pleasent mood in bangalore today.Its quite chilly n m enjoying the cold breeze hitting my nose so strong to turn it red..i just feel its my kind of day..i started reading this book in my hand n m lost in my world...just then i notice something right in front of me...

n i froze to death..

Guess what it can be??

there was a small chicken hanging fresh dead near the drivers steering..i then noticed it again n then again.I was not sure if its for real.I was so much shocked that couldnt get to believe myself.but then ..I wanted to ask this guy what he was upto but then there is no point arguing with him about a chicken coz he might go n cook n eat that creature So i surendered n looked for a way out..was not in a position to say a word..

Suddenly he stopped at the signal.i got down gave him more than billed..n walked to a side..I dont know which part of blore i m..??

Standing on footpath on this sort of strange place i was thinking about the chicken over again n again..at the instant thought to call someone to pick me up but realised oops am a stranger in city..so shut up n work it out..

was still on footpath consoling myself..reached office and today m posting this.

strange world..!!