Shhhh........

Stagnant was never a word that will describe me ever..But i call myself stagnant now.I dont even like to step out of this room once i get back in here.and unfortunately it's not annoying at all, its not boring at all.why??Why when even a day without an outing was breath taking uncomfortable for me...Things change people change and I changed..The best of all is I dont mind it at all.Only thing i worry is why not?

Anyway...I should better not worry about such lame things atleast now when the clock is ticking and time is killing..!!

Life upside down..

A recent accident has like inaugurated a whole new store for me..i get into trouble even more often now..its actually so easier for things to fall out of place all the time..like hurt my head.messed with family, today doing nothing burned my hand, spilled things,broke glass, lost so many things, lost my temper so many times.n on n on..

look at me!!...

i knw i will be fine thgs will be fine..i knw all tell me not to worry..its just a phase of time will pass..i know this all..i m just wondering.. why???

i just think stars are not with me at the moment...either they have lost the route or its me..

m behaving different.n ya i dont mind it..

So my days repeats as usual

More i run away from troubles,more m pushed in troubles..

Anyway what i want to write about is being responsible..n see who is taking abt it..me..yes because i know i have never been responsible about anything...family,food,house,love,life,frds,studies,job nothing at all..yes one thg i hold good is nothing..

I kind of make mistakes not to learn from because by the time you realise I'm soo screwed that I hardly get a second chance to be cautious..not my fault..i m innocent..really ..

you dont trust me??

i know u dont....

Why wait??

Well it's been a long time waiting for life to find it's right way..waiting is never happy..you are anxious all the time.It's like a parallel world of imagination running with you...

But am wondering why am i waiting.why not just break free and run away and get things on right path..??won't that be the perfect thing to do/??Ya there are a few hurdles and a few are really huge but then if you are walking on a smooth road its definitely the wrong one.!

The problem is decision is not entirely on me otherwise you know i would have picked the craziest thing, if required, and got my life the way i want it to be,,..!But frankly i hate the word "Wait"..

lost my patience..
:(
Let me Free..!