Your effortless Effort..!!

Its about something thats weird and soaks my blood each time..!Bangalore is a crowded city and is not i would say well planned yet.Then you have huge traffic jams...Almost every time I go out, i get to see atleast one ambulance rushing in emergency..If you stay in Blore u must have surely experienced what I mean...

Now what should one do when u have an ambulance right behind you in traffic???

MOVE..!!Move forwards,Move right or left or to hell..u gotto MOVE..!!

But the story here is different..When u see an ambulance u try to stick around it, so that u get to go when it jumps a signal or may be just act deaf to the siren..!!and behave "who cares"..!!From the first day in this city I've seen such jerks..

I am really shocked.People have cold blood which is probably frozen by now.They don't give a damn..!Or may be they just don't know what to do..Whatever,Its really disappointing people..U gotta behave human..you know, your jerk attitude may cost so much more than a life..

And really,its just so easy..all you have to do is "MAKE WAY" ..!!Help them get out of traffic...

Try it..

:)..

Sleepless tonight.!

Falling short of love tonight, no words can heel me right.

Am addicted to your goodnight kiss, like these stars are to the night’s mist.

I hear your breath over my shoulder; it makes my night even more colder.

But who said that you r gone, I can feel your fingers over my arm…

You have left your thoughts on my mind,

Like the sound of silence survives...

I wonder if I’m crazy or it’s just me...

Because night was never so fervor to me...

I wish you call in the next morning bright,

As am addicted and I need you by my side..!!

Shhhh........

Stagnant was never a word that will describe me ever..But i call myself stagnant now.I dont even like to step out of this room once i get back in here.and unfortunately it's not annoying at all, its not boring at all.why??Why when even a day without an outing was breath taking uncomfortable for me...Things change people change and I changed..The best of all is I dont mind it at all.Only thing i worry is why not?

Anyway...I should better not worry about such lame things atleast now when the clock is ticking and time is killing..!!

M starting to finish..!

I have all my love packed up,

all I have left loose is hope..

you will stay with me in my heart

as you will always belong to me there..

As I try to get hold of my footsteps

I try to run this life long journey..

I've missed many,

faced many...

but this is gonna be my last trip..

I have all my love packed

all I have left loose is hope..

The dilemma:28 August 2009

I am not sure if I made the right choice..if what I decided was the right thing to do.i am too far to turn around..i wonder if I killed a soul or saved two…

But this confusion have no judgement day...But still I am declared guilty ...

Take my word..

I will be back there where I was declared guilty some day..and will be proud …

Perfect..??

So does the perfect man really exist??

Wondering from where I got the idea. Well I was watching this movie today evening which revolves around the perfect man definition. Made me wonder that if really the perfect man gets u a flower when he first meets u? And does he really never complain about u talking too much? And what if he doesn’t like what u’r wearing? He won’t tell u & still like u even in rags...huh??Well though that really sounds perfect to me but where he is??I have met a few guys carrying a flower for somebody…but hey they not often r the perfect guy…

Haha...look at me, am thinking how it would be to meet a guy like that in life though it's not of much use...ah yes.i would have felt blessed but all I know is I know my definition of perfect man..He may not be perfect to praise me all the time. Nor to get me a gift every time (though not even on specials)...but yes he gets me anythg i ask for.and he gets me flowers too not coz he wants to do that but coz he knows I will love it… so that’s how my perfection goes..!!And I love it that way...

:)

Cheers!!

Life upside down..

A recent accident has like inaugurated a whole new store for me..i get into trouble even more often now..its actually so easier for things to fall out of place all the time..like hurt my head.messed with family, today doing nothing burned my hand, spilled things,broke glass, lost so many things, lost my temper so many times.n on n on..

look at me!!...

i knw i will be fine thgs will be fine..i knw all tell me not to worry..its just a phase of time will pass..i know this all..i m just wondering.. why???

i just think stars are not with me at the moment...either they have lost the route or its me..

m behaving different.n ya i dont mind it..